STRANGERS IN PARADISE ♥

I’m the type of person who lives in the moment and never realize what it may result in the future. I do things the way I want them to be, and cherish each failure and moments and keep them as lessons in life for me to look back at in the mere future.

I have no definite reason upon constructing this post. I just don’t know how to vent the feelings I feel upon the things that I’ve done in the past. One of the main reasons why I love tumblr-I’m completely invisible to the closest people in my life. In here thoughts are peaceful, I can post things incessantly without the fear of others to see, comment, nor judge them.

I wish I could just go back and completely erase myself from the past moments in which I wished for a lot of times not to be a part of. I have had the worst memories in ending the month of august; the reason why I feel like I’ve been crashed and remained voiceless and paranoid within everything.

Particular reason? I would take completely clueless as an answer. I couldn’t particularly point out the reasons why I endlessly suffer upon others’ faults. I’m not too nice, and I guarantee myself that I’m not mean. I believe in karma, but I don’t believe that what I’m getting now is a part of the cycle: “What goes around, comes around”.

Now I know what a misery being young could be. You take too much time thinking about things that haven’t even occurred yet and waste so much time regretting things that already happened. Possible solution? The only thing left within me is faith, and hope. Hope that everything else would soon enough be back at its finest. And faith… in God; the only one who remains and stays when everyone else leaves you behind.

Like everyone else: September, please be good to me.

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